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Posts: 6505 (11/01/2009 1:15 AM) |
I saw way too many clowns today and had an overall craptastic, draining day. I know that when I get in bed I'll either a) lay in bed half the night
thinking about all of the things that were/are wrong or b) actually fall asleep and have clown nightmares
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Posts: 166927 (11/01/2009 1:17 AM)
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Talk to us! What's on your mind? Maybe if you talk it out, if you want to, you'll feel a bit better and sleep easier.
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Posts: 6506 (11/01/2009 1:39 AM) |
I'm aware that all of the things that I'm worried about are kind of petty in the grand scheme of things (you've been warned!)
I get more upset by the day about not having found a full-time job. I graduated in May and have been looking for something off and on since last winter. I have a part-time internship now but it's in a field outside of my major (basically me selling out), three days a week, and I spend about 3 hours commuting when I do go in. And I'm 99.9% certain that this can't really go anywhere, beyond having something else to add to my resume and possibly staying there until the summer, because they're in the middle of a hiring freeze. All of my friends have moved to DC or live in the surrounding area. An hour and a half away. Some of my friends and I usually make a pretty big deal about Halloween but plans were made really last minute this year so I didn't get a costume and ended up staying in this weekend. Doing absolutely nothing but feeling sorry for myself. Honestly I find myself crying over something at least once a day because I'm just SO MISERABLE. I see people around me getting all of the things that I want (jobs, apartments, lives) and have convinced myself that there's some mass universe conspiracy against me being happy. And then on top of the normal sulking about the aforementioned things I had to tell a guy that I like but should be over that we can't talk anymore (I told JJB about this). His response was so nonchalant that I'm now annoyed because he clearly doesn't give a shit. Just a bad day  .
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Posts: 166949 (11/01/2009 1:51 AM)
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None of that's petty at all, don't worry. Everyone has their trials, and while someone else might not understand them, they're still a big part of
your life. I totally understand the job thing. I have a part-time job that I really don't like, and like yourself I so wish I was working full-time! I
can't believe you have to travel over three hours though! That does suck...a lot. But stay in the grind, and you will find a job.
Chin up, you'll be okay, because tomorrow is a new day. Sending positive vibes your way! I'm sorry you've had a crappy day. I hope that good things will come your way very soon. I'm sure they will! And hopefully you'll get to spend some more time with friends in the near future. That must be tough living further away. |
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Posts: 166950 (11/01/2009 1:51 AM)
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Oh, and that guy? Screw him! If he's going to act that way, then you are better off without him.
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Posts: 6507 (11/01/2009 2:02 AM) |
Chin up, you'll be okay, because tomorrow is a new day. Sending positive vibes your way! I'm sorry you've had a crappy day. I hope that good things will come your way very soon. Right back at you with that whole paragraph. I know you've been going through a tough time lately 
Thanks for listening...and for all of the kind words! I think I'm going to attempt to go to bed now because I know I'll regret it tomorrow if I don't. I might be back  .
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Posts: 14466 (11/01/2009 2:04 AM) |
I'm sorry! I don't think it's petty. Yeah, in 5 years you may not even remember how you feel about all of this now--but that doesn't mean it
doesn't suck while you're in it. I know exactly how you feel, and I hope things pick up for you very soon!
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Posts: 166956 (11/01/2009 2:06 AM)
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Aw, you're more than welcome, and thank you as well! Tomorrow will rock for you!
 Sleep well.
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Posts: 88 (11/01/2009 12:46 PM) |
lance a d O O d L e wrote: Not petty at all. I had a mini freak out moment. I learned that an ex now has a girlfriend and I can't find shit to date. I feel so horribly alone at times. School is about the only thing that I am doing ok with. Don't feel bad, there are greater things ahead for you, these little trials are just preparing you for the ultimate destination!
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Posts: 166961 (11/01/2009 4:15 PM)
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How ya doin' today?!
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