Well actually I shouldn't say hate... What I should write is that Christmas makes me sad. See, my family has pretty much fallen apart. My father and mother
are still married, but only because it would financially ruin them to divorce, they sleep in different bedrooms and take vacations without each other. My only
sibling, an older sister, got engaged last year and has since spent every Holiday with her Husbands family. All my aunts and uncles on Dad's side
don't talk. And my Mother's siblings were great until earlier this year when Grandma died and they all filed lawsuits contesting the will.
We had Christmas dinner tonight. Dad, Mom, and I were the only ones. And like always it ended in a stupid argument that Dad starts just to piss Mom off.... This year it was she had too many Christmas lights and the electric bill will be through the roof....
It really makes me feel empty, being embarrassed of them.
I'm sorry for posting this kind of crap here, but I guess I just need to get it off my chest. I don't want to tell any of my friends simply because of how embarrassing it is. That's why I'm posting here, because it's anonymous. I hope everyone has had a better Christmas than I. Take Care, JJB.
We had Christmas dinner tonight. Dad, Mom, and I were the only ones. And like always it ended in a stupid argument that Dad starts just to piss Mom off.... This year it was she had too many Christmas lights and the electric bill will be through the roof....
It really makes me feel empty, being embarrassed of them.
I'm sorry for posting this kind of crap here, but I guess I just need to get it off my chest. I don't want to tell any of my friends simply because of how embarrassing it is. That's why I'm posting here, because it's anonymous. I hope everyone has had a better Christmas than I. Take Care, JJB.
